For now...

How very true...

Life can get so overwhelming and throw so many hurdles your way to the point where you lose sight of what is important...

What I am learning...

Roll with what comes your way...

Do the very best you can in those moments...

Breathe through it if you have to.

If the tears come...roll with it.

Honor the moment.

If the giggles happen...roll with it.

Honor the moment.

You never know what will be the next hurdle placed in your path.

Be thoughtful, thankful, and grateful, with the love and support as it comes...sometimes it takes a great deal for people to reach out to offer their love and comfort.

And never forget to return the favor.

Honor YOU first and foremost.

It is not self-ish.

It is preserving.

If you cannot honor and love yourself first, 

how in the heck can you allow others in whole-heartedly?

(Cue RuPaul's Drag Race theme music)

How can you expect to live your life to the fullest 

while you are trying to direct everyone else around you...

it just brings unneeded and unwanted energy and emotions your way

that you could seriously be directing towards your own goals and life path...

It's their life to lead, you don't have the time to be directing everyone else's life course, 

when you should just be directing your own life...

Just plain tiring...

You do YOU.

It's all about preserving your own energy and light towards what nurtures your own soul first and foremost.

Then make sure you focus your sight towards what is next on the list of importance.

Never forget the order of your life's circle of importance.

Family and friends will be there, even when you say no to things...

Its okay to say no.

Surely there is something I am preparing for...

Something I am meant to go through these past months for...

I feel like I will come out of this a stronger, more centered individual...

and for that I am grateful.

But it sure hurts like hell on this journey...